[conversation between Sagar, Amit, Sachin, Harshad and Me]
[Amit committed with Megha before 3 months when this conversation happened]
"So one of us is now committed" I said.
"congrats amit,you done it finally" harshad said.
screw that, i am just committed,i haven't done any great work .
"we knew that ,right"sagar said,"whatever amit,you should give us party"
"party!! no way" amit said.
"whats the plan for tomorrow,amit" sachin said
"hey sagar!! dont ask him. i guess he will not come with us.he must be busy with his girl tomorrow?" harshad said.
"hey amit i have already informed you about our movie plan and that day u also made promise to me that
i will come" I said.
"yeah i know,but i am going with megha,so i cant come with you guys" Amit said.
"hey guys, i told you earlier that he will never come with us." sachin said.
"hey what happened with you amit,you always ask me that tell me my best and positive points.and today i found that you are very good at breaking promises too" I said.
"yaar dont take it wrong way.you know na meghas nature" amit said
"okkk as you wish" I said.
"okkk tell me amit,why are you not calling us from so many days.even messaging stopped too" sagar said.
"amit didn't answer this question"
"amit could u tell me atleast one best thing about megha? because you are so crazy about her.
i didn't understand your philosophy of love.I told you many times about her.i know her past very
well. Before you, she had affair with other one,she is 'flirty' yaar,beliive me" harshad said very
confidently.
"shut up you... you..." amit said.
"i am not here for listening any comments against megha. did u understand harshad?" amit said very furiously.
"you should apologize to me,harshad" Amit said
"Really love is blind.and amit is the best example that he prooved this line very perfectly"I said to myself.
"Apologize? Me? Its you who should apologize amit,"harshad said.
"you are the one who ignoring us since three months"harshad said"and i should apologize ? GP, can you beleive this ?I should apologize."from last three months you are telling me about megha that she is ...... blah blah.... How can you say like this, harshad ?"thats why you should apologize to me." Amit said.
"i should apologize" harshad said and started laughing"sagar listen to this,hey amit have you gone mad or something?
"say something" amit said to me.
"say what" i looked away from him.
Amit Said to Harshad, "but i will say whtever i want.you are sick person who dont know what is love,always pulling others leg,it is the fun for you.you never take care of other feelings.you are just spoilt brat who wants to do whatever without caring his friends.you just want to have your fun."
silence,sometimes people say something so messed up that all bets go off.
"what ?what did u say that i dont care for friends" harshad said.
"yeah..." amit said
"and thats why i decided that from now, there is no more hanging out with you people." amit said
"what ?" everyone was shocked and said "what" together...
I said to Amit, I know you are upset and but there is no need to overreact.
"i am not overreacting" amit said
"just get out.go to your girl megha,just get lost" harshad said very furiuosly and stood up.
[and after all this drama amit left alone. From that day Amit never called anyone.sachin and I was trying to call him but he never picked up call.and also we had gone to his home but he didn't responded well with us.As he wanted to break all the relationship with us just because of megha.So we people left him..so one member fall from our group]
Goodbye my fallen friend, you have slipped so far and you are too long away for me to reach. It’s been 3 months since you last called, and I am starting to wonder if I am ever going to hear the sound of your voice again, or your laugh which I loved so much. Is it my fault that our friendship is over, that we fought so hard and lost something so precious?
What happened to our friendship, what happened to that mutual respect? We both spoke bitter words at our meeting, words I know that I regret speaking and feel the pain still fresh from hearing.I am plagued with memories of misdeeds and wrong actions or will there be a saving grace which will dismiss this demon in my head, this monster of guilt that I am feeling tear my insides to shreds. So, I will question myself again, what happened to our friendship? Your opinion meant so much, but in the end was reduced to so little. I miss you fallen friend, I’d give anything to have you back in my life again.
But is that really what I want, do I really miss you, or is it something different to that? Maybe I am just afraid to start over new and away from everything that I know. This creeping sensation of doubt is chilling and I wish that things were simpler but they’re not. I want to just get away from all this and start a new, but that’s a scary prospect, and I have heard that the past will always come back to haunt you. I want to move on and prove that I can make it on my own, but I am not even sure about that. Come to think about it I don’t even know where my will ends and where others expectations begins.
I miss you, your smile, your laugh, but that part of my life is gone. It’s hard to leave it behind, but even harder not to leave. You’ve affected who I have become, and I thank you for that my fallen friend. Maybe one day I will see you on the street, and lend a smile, a silent thank you for the good times. Until that I will remain anonymous, and seek comfort in the sunshine and memories of what was, and wish that it could still be...
My door is always open for you amit.just give me a one call,I will be there.Not only me but also everyone is ready to hear your voice and your laugh again,Hope so we five people will be together one day.
[Now amit is not with Megha.Megha cheated on him,so amit left her,but still amit didn't return to our group.I am hopeful he will return one day,we are waiting for you amit.]
