Monday Morning.........................

Monday morning ... I was in a bad mood because I had to get up early again after two days vacation,My mom was in the kitchen preparing break fast for me.

I had to drive bike to drop vaidehi[my niece] to her school before going to office.No, I didn't drive bike to drop her to school very often but she missed the bus because she couldn't find color-box in time.Ten minutes to go before school began and we obviously were not the only late ones. We arrived at school twenty minutes later and vaidehi jumped from the bike and ran into the school building without saying bye.

I took a deep breath and started the way back home. Damn traffic made me a bit angry but there was nothing I could do, so I just turned on the my mobile's music player to listen to some uplifting music. When I looked up again, everything around me was strangely motionless. Many cars and bikes all around mine and not a single of them was moving. People were sitting in their seats with eyes wide open and silent ... they stared at me for whatever reason. My mood was still horrible, so I decided to get out of my bike and walk back home, it was just about one mile and I didn't care what would happen to my bike if I would leave it there, in the middle of that crossroad.

The light was very ... hmmm ... what was it? ... the sun was shining when I left the house earlier but now it was dark but not like at night ... then I remembered when I saw this before ... it was like the twilight that comes with an eclipse. I looked up but couldn't see the sun nor anything else but this strange silvery gray and blue sky. No need to spend much time thinking about that, I just wanted to go home to ready for going to office and have a coffee and breakfast.

The front door was wide open when I reached our house. When I was inside I suddenly felt very tired. Just a short rest ... on the sofa ... stretching my body for a few minutes and closing my eyes ... oh, what pleasure!

I must have slept for 15 minutes and when I woke up I saw some people in our living room.Mom was there,My sister,my brother,some relatives and some neighbors, all very silent and all dressed in dark clothes. Immediately I thought that something must have happened and jumped up.

"What's up here? Did anything happen? Why did nobody wake me up?" I asked, angry once more ... angry and worried. The silence remained, I got no answer ... even worse nobody seemed to notice me. I ran to the room of my younger brother but he sat on bed, also silent, pale face and tears running down his cheeks. I stepped in and sat down next to him.He didn't looked up.

"Hey bro, everything okay?" my voice didn't seem to reach their ears,He didn't answer. It's painful for a me to see my brother grieving like they did but I decided to leave them alone and went back hall to ask mom what happened. mom sat on the sofa I slept on before and She was desperately crying.

"Why?" She asked nobody in particular. "Why did this happen? I need him.I can't live without him.He can't be "DEAD",He just CAN'T BE DEAD!" She screamed the last words and everybody in the room looked down uncomfortably.

"Who died? Tell me, please ... what happened?" I wanted an answer but still not a single person took notice of me. My Aunty entered the room and took place next to my mom. "I am missing words here but I will always be there for you when you want to talk about SURAJ death. I am really sorry for your loss, He was way too young to die."

I stumbled backwards ... SURAJ ... that was me ... but I wasn't dead, I was here, here in my own home with my family ... I WAS THERE!!! I wanted to shake my mom to make her notice me but my hands couldn't touch her, not her and nobody else. And the mirror didn't show me ... I was gone but there.

Tringgggggggg Tringggggggg Tringggggg Tringggggg Tringggggg..........................

Suddenly alarm rang...........

I was slowly waking up......

At that same moment, Mom shouted at me ...... Hey Suraj! Wake up immediately.Its already 7:45 in the morning.Otherwise you will be late for the office.

Just a conversation :

Wife: The most terrible nightmare I ever had. It's the most horrible dream I ever had.
Husband: It's OK, it's OK now. Really.
Wife: I dreamed that I killed you. But I didn't just kill you. I cut you up in little pieces. Oh my God. I must be losing my mind.

[ Before one month.....i saw this dream ....obviously it was most horrible dream I ever had ....but it gave me a subject to write another blog after nearly 7 months ....Very Special thanks to dream. :)]

33 Things of My LIFE !

  Just a Thought !

"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind."

My version of the 33 random things. I think a few of these are quite philosophical, but people who know me will testify that this is really me. 

1. My family is the most important thing for me in the world.
   ( No family,No life!know family! know life!)

2. I also believe, to some extent, in the power of Hindu astrology. OK, I am not those illogical persons who will say what effect does a planetary position at the time of your birth have on your future, but to an extent I think there is some relationship there.[ Astrology is a belief system based upon the assumption that the lives of men are mysteriously influenced by the heavenly bodies - the moon, planets and stars. This influence is supposed to begin at birth. Astrologers consider that a person's date of birth has a powerful influence on their character type. Astrologers generally divide the year into 12 date ranges, each one corresponding to one of the 12 signs of the zodiac. Many believe that by finding out someone's star sign they will then be able to gain knowledge which will be useful for them in their dealings with that person.]

3. I love reading horoscope which are daily published in TIMES of INDIA,DNA,at some point of time during the day.There was a period when they got the day exactly right for me. Perfect predictions.

4. I love cooking food only when it's becomes my 'duty' or my 'turn'.specially when my family is on tour.I have to do it.

5.I love Maggi so much that i can eat it throughout day without consuming any other food.

6. "I believe in the arrange marriage."

It is said that compromise is a factor that decides whether the marriage would work out or not. In case of love marriage, people might expect more from their partner, largely because they have fallen in love before marriage. This leads to lesser compromises, as the person expects more from his/her partner. On the other hand, compromise and adjustments form the foundation of arranged marriage, largely because the married couple does not have any preconceived notions or expectations from one another. The compromise factor might work wonders in case of most of the arranged marriages, while in love marriages, that might prove to be yet another cause for altercation. Due to this factor, people consider arranged marriage as long lasting and better than love marriage. I know some people who don't and won't budge, but I think this is a random thing about me, so yeah, I do believe in it.

7.My parents were so strict about my bed timings that I don't remember seeing 11:00pm in D clock before I was 14.Likewise,I would wonder what it would be like to be in bed till 11:30 AM. and now when i compare my present life to the past life.you don't believe i can see now early mornings 1,2,3,4,5.6,7,8,9 & now i like to be in bed till afternoons 1,2,3 & evenings 4,5. I miss those days :(

8.I am sure that GOD and LUCK are my best FRIENDS! :)

9.I once walked out to bat at in a 35 over cricket match without gloves. I was called back and gloves were thrown to me. The next game, I went into bat without a groin guard. Luckily, I was dismissed after facing just two balls.:)

10.Thinking from the heart has always landed me into trouble. Everyone should use only and only their head to think.but i will be remain same forever.you can say that i have habit of thinking from heart.i don't know whether this is my weak point or strong point.

11.I am an extremely emotional person.emotions come from my bottom of heart and it runs so high that you should not be surprised to see me weep after my favorite team has secured an amazing victory or a brutal defeat.[I still remember college final match where my college team lost inter-college championship by just 2 runs.I played inning of 58 runs but in last over of the match.I had given out due to the bad decision.:( I didn't sleep for a whole day.:( This is also applicable for movies/add/drama also.if i am watching any heart touching scenes then at that point its sure that my eyes are weeping.:(

12.I think impossible is nothing. If you try hard enough, anything is possible.i believe in only hard work ! hard work. there is no shortcut for success.

13.I can sing only for saving my life!and others too ...!he he he...( In my engineering days,during ragging i had sung 10 songs continuously.what a great achievement that was:)) one of my friend told me that you don't sing well but you sing in sur with perfect words... now i am confused really, am i good singer...?

14.Guitar always attracted me from my engineering days...I dream of becoming good guitarist( note down word good,I guess that is enough for me)

15.I always try to learn something from others.I believe that from everyone I know, I get to learn something in life.I have tendency to acquire some good things from others.

16.I think my bounce-back-ability from failure/grief/sorrow is pretty high.

17.I don't think I can ever walk out of a friendship,no matter how big the differences might be. I know that I always bend over backwards so that I can accommodate as many people as possible.

18.I don't have so much ego in me.i can say not at all.I can say sorry to any one whatever the matter.it's my fault or his/her fault.but this word should came from the bottom of the heart.i believe the word sorry has strong power.it can rearrange many relations.rearranging relationship ! isn't it the big word.

19.I am a strong believer in Karma. What goes around really really does come around.
Karma is a concept in Hinduism which explains causality through a system where beneficial effects are derived from past beneficial actions and harmful effects from past harmful actions, creating a system of actions and reactions throughout a person's reincarnated(rebirth of soul in a new body) lives.

20.My "AAI" thinks I have too much patience with things in my life,and I think she is almost correct.I believe in word sacrifies.I inherited these two things from my mom."The whole point of a sacrifice is that you give up something you never really wanted to". I did it many times:).

21.We are always in denial[denying the truth or existence of thing] about something in life.

22.I believe that going down the wrong road with the right person is the simplest way to doom.
its somewhat called "calculated risk" :)

23. I believe that we should accept people for who they are, let people make their own decisions, but help them when they need it.and I believe in "instantaneous help".

24.I want to have a family and children, I already picked up their name. Advait and Advika :)

25.I have got the "Best Student Teacher" awards continuously two years during my engineering college days.so i was thinking that time should i opt teaching as a profession.But Thank god!i have been selected in TCS.

26.My grandmother once told me I was her favorite. I don't think she meant it.he he he!

27.I hate people those have a habit of drinking and smoking.when these people are around me then i couldn't bear that dirty smell.when they around me i try to get rid off from that dirty smell and temporary dirty people too.( note the word temporary i didn't call it permanent! sorry friends!but this is the fact.:( )

28.I love to watch my feet when i am waiting for someone.I say in my mind to them: “Thank you for taking me around for so many years to so many places and still doing so – with happy steps. You’re the Best.

29.I was crying while watching movie "TAARE JAMEEN PAR".

30.I never compromise with food and cloths.if i like any T-shirt,Jeans,Formals.whatever the price, i pay it.I don't know the art of bargaining.This is the thing i didn't inherit from my mother.

31.My "AAI" thinks I am extravagant,I think she almost correct.This is the area i am looking for a improvement.

32.Last and by no means least,I'm thankful for my parents, whose excellent parenting skills gave me the security I needed to make good choices in life.

33.Could you please add it? because I am still searching for point no 33.:)

Written By...

GP....

[P.S: This blog is inspired by other blog.when i have read that blog, at that instant only i decided to write this blog.thanks ]

SUDDEN CHANGE........

Story Plot : Sudden Change is the story of two best friends Sagar and Sakshi. It throws some light on relationship between these two people. What happened to Sagar when Sakshi ............. !!


I and Sakshi,both 20 years,4 months and 35 days old.I always remember our birthday because we were born on the same day. We haven’t stopped being friends since, we were never apart,we were practically related. and you know We were born in the same hospital too,maybe our mothers bed’s had been opposite each other.then we went to the same nursery, primary college,secondary college and we had been all set to go to the same Engineering college.

It was just after we started our third semester that I notice the changes. At first she was abnormally quiet and really sharp, I just assumed she was overwhelmed with work, then it got worse, she started to ignore me. She barely spoke to me at college and she never answered my phone calls. It was at this point I started to think it was something I’d done. I tried to apologies but every time I went round there her mother said she was busy. I knew something was up, Sakshi wouldn’t make out that I’d dropped out of existence for no reason but what could I so? I decided to keep my eye on her at college, where she couldn’t avoid me. At first she just seemed to be herself, smiling, being pleasant, acting normal and I wondered if maybe I’d just imagined all that other stud outside college. However a few weeks later I noticed her marks started to drop. It was only little things at first, a 45 where there should have been an 70, a 47% that should have been 70%. Things slowly got worse as the weeks went by. She was getting 10 marks out of 40 in a class test.where there it should have been 35, having to stay behind after class.I tried talking to teachers and students but none of them knew what was going on. I longed to help her but with her ignoring me what could I so? I decided to just let her behaviour run its course, maybe it was just a phase and would eventually pass. All the same I could feel that something was telling me that something really bad was going to happen,and that something was right. It wasn’t until a week before the semester exams were due to start that it happened. I was sitting in hostel going through notes, Sakshi and I had been massive bookworms when we were together. Now normally I would going through but tonight I was finding it hard to concentrate. I couldn’t stop thinking about Sakshi, I felt a fool just sitting here letting whatever was eating away at her go on. My thoughts were suddenly interrupted by my mobile ringing. Without looking at the screen I picked up “Hello Sakshi…” I said in a rush.

There was silence down the phone for a few moments then a shaky almost tearful voice answered “Sagar…it’s Sakshi's mom here”.My heart skipped a beat, Sakshi’s mom! What could she want? I held my voice steady as I replied “what can I do for you Aunty”. I prayed in that one moment that it was a question about the exams or she wanted to talk to my mom, I would have settled for anything but what was coming. Sakshi's mother paused for a moment then, with her voice shaking and almost crying she said, “I’m in the hospital Sagar…it’s Sakshi”. I didn’t let her finish, I hung up the phone and bolted down the stairs and out the front door. I made it to the hospital in 20 minuets by running all the way.

I hurtled through the main doors with a vicious look from one of the nurses. Ignoring her I ran over to the reception desk. I was so out of breath I thought my throat was on fire. “Please…” I said with very respectful attitude “I need to see Sakshi…it’s urgent”. The receptionist gave me a disapproving look over her spectacles “are you a family member?” she asked with clipped tone. I rolled my eyes, I couldn’t believe she was asking me this “No…” I said desperately “but…”.
“It’s alright” said a voice behind me I turned to see Sakshi's mom had appeared in the door way. I felt a huge sense of relief as I ran over to her , quietly she led me thought the double doors into the waiting room. Then before I could say anything, Sakshi's mother, the strong reliable Sakshi's mother burst into tears and flung her arms around me. I looked up at her “what is it Aunty?” I asked desperate to know “tell me what’s going on”. Sakshi's mother looked at me out of her tearful eyes “Sakshi taken an overdose” she said with an extremely shaky voice. I stopped and stared at her, I couldn’t speak, I couldn’t breath then everything went dark. I must have blacked out after that because the next think I knew Sakshi's mother was shaking me. I sat up feeling as though I’d just dropped 24 stories in an elevator. Sakshi's mother placed her hand on my shoulder tenderly, I looked up at her “where’s Sakshi?” I asked, my voice trembling now. Solemnly Sakshi's mother said “she’s in the operating theatre”. I just sat there still not believing it, Sakshi taking an overdose? That wasn’t the girl I knew. I looked up at Sakshi's mother, a look of pure desperation in my eyes “what can we do?” I asked. Sakshi's mother just shook her head, “they say there’s nothing we can do but wait”. I stared at her disbelievingly, WAIT! My best friend was in there possibly dieing and they wanted us just to wait.

Sakshi's mother sat down on a chair with her head in her hands. “My little girl” she sobbed “my poor little girl”. I just stood there feeling like such an idiot,I should have seen what was coming, I should have known what was going on. Sakshi was my best friend and I had left her to deal with it on her own. Not being able to focus I paced the room like a mad man.

After what felt like an eternity a doctor walked through the double doors accompanied by a nurse. I looked up at him, this was it. This was the man who could make all the difference. He held all the cards, he held the judgement over Sakshi’s life. He looked at Sakshi's mother and then at me.I remember everything about him, his voice was all flat and monotonic like a zombie and he twitched his face as through what he had to say would hurt him more than us. He stood there fore a moment and then in the silence,and he spoke........

[ REST VERY SOON.......].... :)

P.S :  This is the work of fiction,any similarity or likeness to any events or persons living or dead is purely coincidental. :)

LOVE STORY VIA DADAR.......

[JUST A THOUGHT.........]

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.


Its not ur mistake if u cant read d eyes which cheats u.
But its really ur mistake if u cant read d eyes which loves u.



Don't wait until it's too late to tell someone how much you love, how much you care.
Because when they're gone, no matter how loud you shout and cry, they won't hear you anymore.




This below two mentioned characters met each other at DADAR station before three months.and fall in love with each other(one sight love!!! is it possible ? dont know... have to ask her [:)])
but no one propose each other.girl decided to propose him one day before valentine day.[ohh!!! what a timing she has choosen.].if he said YES then her valetine day would be so special and it would be the memeorable day of her life...[great thinking!!!... keep it up...]


[DAY BEFORE VALENTINE]


She felt her heart thumping in her chest and hoped that it would calm down before he arrived.She had planned,in a way, for this to happen, but never dreamed it would.Calm down, she told herself.But it was hard enough to breathe let alone calm down.she is still smiling by Remembering all those beautiful times where he and she passed with each other at dadar station.

It was nearly time as she looked at her watch.it's almost 8:30 pm.She had waited for this moment for so long but now she wished it would never come.Even she told him she would meet him outside The office.And now he was really coming here.What a mess.

30 minutes and countdown.Enough time to go to the ladies room and gain some make up and composing lines which she going to tell him. How she was going to hold that composed lines she didn’t know how to tell him.When you’re faced with the man you only dreamed of having you can’t even think straight.Still, she hadn’t seen him for almost one week so maybe her face wouldn’t give away everything this time.

Right,it was show-time.She made her way towards the lift,put her foot in the lift and slowly made her way to the ground floor.She pretended not to look around for him but it was a half attempt as she saw him waiting for her outside at office.If the people behind her hadn’t started moving off from the office.she might have stayed there forever, staring at him.Her heart hit rock bottom when she came out of her haze and saw his expression.
He was also happy about being here, that was obvious.Her face changed into a polite mask, which quickly slipped when he gave a slight smile.

“You know, I’m going to hit you,” she playfully said.
“Why?” he said with enthusiasm
She didn’t know what to say.Too many thoughts were playing catch in her head.
“Well, because.Anyway, what do you want to do now?”He looked at her, a strange look.Almost pleasant but hiding something not so pleasant.

It gave her a shiver.it’s what had always drawn her to him.A little taller,very well built.But those
eyes. When he looked at her, she felt as if she couldn’t hide anything from him, even if she tried.
As if he knew what she was thinking he smiled a slow,gave enticing smile.

“How about something to eat.” he said.
She took the lifeline immediately and replied, “Sure, why not.”

They walked towards the restaurant, which of course had to be placed on the other side of the world.

She didn’t speak hoping that he would. It would have helped to break the ice. But he didn’t say
anything. He seemed to be in another world, indifferent, as if she wasn’t there. The anger she had felt earlier returned but it was more hurt than anything else. So many times she had imagined how he would turn and look at her, talk to her, notice her. Ok, so she knew deep down it was only her fantasy but he had his little ways of ignoring that thought.Sometimes she had thought that she was over him.Then he would say something, do something or just look at her in such a way that her heart would ache with longing.He must have known. He must have been able to read her face and see what he was doing.Or maybe it was just a game to him.

So deep in thought she didn’t realise they were outside the restaurant until he tapped her on the
cheek.It was enough to give her a start.

“What’s the matter? Nervous?” any problem...? tell me.. dont hesitate..he said.. very politely
his eyes confused her so much that she couldn’t answer him.

but He was waiting for her answer.
“Ummmmm, no. Just in deep thought,” she tried to smile, “Well, let’s go in.I’m feeling pretty hungry.”
Idiot.she said herself.. now her heart beats moving very fast maybe 90 per minute instead of 72.Why couldn’t she get one thing right? Just one little thing. Was it too much to ask for? In truth, she wasn’t very hungry. When she knew she would be seeing him after all her appetite went on strike.And now she would have to eat something.

He stood aside while she walked through the door.A waiter escorted them to a table near the window. The table was covered with molted colors of blue and green and sat nicely with the pale blue washed walls. It was a great looking restaurant but given the right lighting it could have been a restaurant made for lovers.Too bad they weren’t lovers yet.Imagining what she could do to him made her smile.

“What naughty ideas are prancing in your head?”
How the hell did he know? Damn it,she told herself.


[Rest Very Soon]

P.S : This story is the work of fiction,any similarity or likeness to any events or persons living or dead is purely coincidental.

Maggi and Me-from School Time to Office Time

Just a thought!!!!

"Maggi is the best instant food when you are not a good cook and when family is on tour" :)








You probably cook Nestle’s Maggi noodles, eat it and forget it. No so in my case. This blog post is to explain why Maggi has been such a big thing for me.

I first came to know about Maggi in 1995,I was studying in 4th standard in Bal Vikas Mandir school.

Nestle had introduced Maggi in India in 1983 and by 1985 students had started bringing them for lunch. I first tasted it when my best friend Sachin (My Bench Partner and Lunch partner in school) brought it for lunch one day.

“How do you eat this?” I asked him on a first day.

“Simple. Just hold a strand between your thumb and index finger, keep it high in the air and slide one end inside your mouth.”

We were always late for our next class. Lunch had taken a long while that day - and why not? Each strand we had to be separated,held up and slid inside the mouth slowly.

With time, I became an expert at eating noodles. To tell you the truth, when my friend wasn’t looking….I would cheat. I would pick up a couple of strands and stuff them into my mouth.


I still remember when my father brought TV – though this TV’s screen was only 15 inches…the TV was 40 inches wide. It was so wide that when my cousins visited, we played table tennis’ over its top even as the rest of the family watched Doordarshan.


It was on this TV that I first saw Nestle’s advertisement for Maggi noodles. When it appeared again, I pulled my mom in front of the the television set and said: “Mom! Look Maggi Noodles. This is what sachin used to bring for lunch.”


“Ohh…what is it?”

“It is called Maggi noodles and is very tasty. Can we buy it?”

"But we would rather buy rice so that the whole family can eat instead of buying noodles, which you will finish in two minutes.” I still remember my mom had a caring expression when she said this.

“But mom, when they say two minutes it is not about eating….it is the cooking time.”

My mom just smiled and went back into the kitchen.I stood there waiting for the advertisement to appear again. I loved the way steam escaped from the yellow bowl in which Maggi noodles were served in the advertisement. I swear I even got the aroma each time it appeared on TV.

I must have watched the advertisement at 100 times before I bought my first pack of Maggi noodles –

sometime in 1996. It was my first scholarship money from school.

[Mom never allow me to buy Maggi.that's why without taking her permission i bought maggi from my scholarship money.and you know she scolded me for this deed.obviously she should :).
i dont know why my mom hate maggi noodles that time]

With great pride I walked into the house carrying a Maggi Noodles pack.my mother and I spent an hour looking at the Maggi Noodles pack and trying to understand the cooking procedure.

I remember my sister, a good dancer in school, saying: “Looks like cooking noodles is not a free style Dancing.. But Classical Dancing if you make a mistake, there is no time to correct it.”

She was right. My mother over cooked it and after eating the three strands each that all in the family got…we came to the conclusion that Maggi noodles wasn’t a tasty snack.
I had my doubts, though.

Later maggi had organised a quiz competition in my school and I had told a question that was passed to the audience…and i got a maggi packet as prize….was so happy…[even my mom too].I remember mom cooked it on a saturday morning and all four us had a taste of it…it tasted different thats all was our opinion.

In March 2008,I got my first job – with The TATA Consultancy Services.In May i completed my ILP training Program and got a transfer to Borivali-Mumbai,Sometimes i have to stay in the office owing the fact of work load.I generally took break from the work for a snacks after 11 at night.Just guess what i would prefer to ordered?...Obviously Maggi :).

and sometimes after 2 at early morning again i took a break for snacks.. this time also i ordered Maggi and tea.. that is the best combination to eat something at night.

Ever since, I must have had Maggi at least 20 thousand times….I still eat Maggi at least 10 times per week:) and I tell you it still holds its own in the World of snacks. Just that it takes more than two minutes to cook….must be at least 5 minutes if you use the microwave oven!


"Thats why, i Really LOVE Maggi. I love you MAGGI :) [Me and MAGGI--- friends forever]"

Written By
GP.

FALLEN FRIEND

[conversation between Sagar, Amit, Sachin, Harshad and Me]
[Amit committed with Megha before 3 months when this conversation happened]


"So one of us is now committed" I said.
"congrats amit,you done it finally" harshad said.
screw that, i am just committed,i haven't done any great work .
"we knew that ,right"sagar said,"whatever amit,you should give us party"
"party!! no way" amit said.
"whats the plan for tomorrow,amit" sachin said
"hey sagar!! dont ask him. i guess he will not come with us.he must be busy with his girl tomorrow?" harshad said.
"hey amit i have already informed you about our movie plan and that day u also made promise to me that
i will come" I said.
"yeah i know,but i am going with megha,so i cant come with you guys" Amit said.
"hey guys, i told you earlier that he will never come with us." sachin said.
"hey what happened with you amit,you always ask me that tell me my best and positive points.and today i found that you are very good at breaking promises too" I said.
"yaar dont take it wrong way.you know na meghas nature" amit said
"okkk as you wish" I said.
"okkk tell me amit,why are you not calling us from so many days.even messaging stopped too" sagar said.
"amit didn't answer this question"
"amit could u tell me atleast one best thing about megha? because you are so crazy about her.
i didn't understand your philosophy of love.I told you many times about her.i know her past very
well. Before you, she had affair with other one,she is 'flirty' yaar,beliive me" harshad said very
confidently.
"shut up you... you..." amit said.
"i am not here for listening any comments against megha. did u understand harshad?" amit said very furiously.
"you should apologize to me,harshad" Amit said
"Really love is blind.and amit is the best example that he prooved this line very perfectly"I said to myself.
"Apologize? Me? Its you who should apologize amit,"harshad said.
"you are the one who ignoring us since three months"harshad said"and i should apologize ? GP, can you beleive this ?I should apologize."from last three months you are telling me about megha that she is ...... blah blah.... How can you say like this, harshad ?"thats why you should apologize to me." Amit said.
"i should apologize" harshad said and started laughing"sagar listen to this,hey amit have you gone mad or something?
"say something" amit said to me.
"say what" i looked away from him.
Amit Said to Harshad, "but i will say whtever i want.you are sick person who dont know what is love,always pulling others leg,it is the fun for you.you never take care of other feelings.you are just spoilt brat who wants to do whatever without caring his friends.you just want to have your fun."

silence,sometimes people say something so messed up that all bets go off.
"what ?what did u say that i dont care for friends" harshad said.
"yeah..." amit said
"and thats why i decided that from now, there is no more hanging out with you people." amit said
"what ?" everyone was shocked and said "what" together...
I said to Amit, I know you are upset and but there is no need to overreact.
"i am not overreacting" amit said
"just get out.go to your girl megha,just get lost" harshad said very furiuosly and stood up.





[and after all this drama amit left alone. From that day Amit never called anyone.sachin and I was trying to call him but he never picked up call.and also we had gone to his home but he didn't responded well with us.As he wanted to break all the relationship with us just because of megha.So we people left him..so one member fall from our group]




Goodbye my fallen friend, you have slipped so far and you are too long away for me to reach. It’s been 3 months since you last called, and I am starting to wonder if I am ever going to hear the sound of your voice again, or your laugh which I loved so much. Is it my fault that our friendship is over, that we fought so hard and lost something so precious?



What happened to our friendship, what happened to that mutual respect? We both spoke bitter words at our meeting, words I know that I regret speaking and feel the pain still fresh from hearing.I am plagued with memories of misdeeds and wrong actions or will there be a saving grace which will dismiss this demon in my head, this monster of guilt that I am feeling tear my insides to shreds. So, I will question myself again, what happened to our friendship? Your opinion meant so much, but in the end was reduced to so little. I miss you fallen friend, I’d give anything to have you back in my life again.



But is that really what I want, do I really miss you, or is it something different to that? Maybe I am just afraid to start over new and away from everything that I know. This creeping sensation of doubt is chilling and I wish that things were simpler but they’re not. I want to just get away from all this and start a new, but that’s a scary prospect, and I have heard that the past will always come back to haunt you. I want to move on and prove that I can make it on my own, but I am not even sure about that. Come to think about it I don’t even know where my will ends and where others expectations begins.



I miss you, your smile, your laugh, but that part of my life is gone. It’s hard to leave it behind, but even harder not to leave. You’ve affected who I have become, and I thank you for that my fallen friend. Maybe one day I will see you on the street, and lend a smile, a silent thank you for the good times. Until that I will remain anonymous, and seek comfort in the sunshine and memories of what was, and wish that it could still be...



My door is always open for you amit.just give me a one call,I will be there.Not only me but also everyone is ready to hear your voice and your laugh again,Hope so we five people will be together one day.





[Now amit is not with Megha.Megha cheated on him,so amit left her,but still amit didn't return to our group.I am hopeful he will return one day,we are waiting for you amit.]